I often daydream about this and that. How I could radically transform my life in just 30, 60 or 90 days.
I design the transformation plan in my head. It usually includes some sort of strict exercise regimen, and giving up unhealthy foods and adding in healthier ones.
The transformation plan will always start on Monday. It can’t start sooner because I plan to have at the very least a bacon cheeseburger and some ice cream over the weekend.
The plan to a new glorious me will often fail these days because by Monday I forget all the spartan details I’d etched into my mind on Friday night.
When I was younger and my mind was sharper, I used to fill spiral notebooks with the details of my plans. I’d have homemade graphs with boxes to check. Reminders to myself of what to do and what not to do.
It used to seem like the old spiral notebook was one tool to get me where I wanted to go. The act of physically writing things down seems to be an important part of the process. But I can be arrogant about the need to write things down, even though the arrogance doesn’t serve me well.
Maybe I should buy myself another spiral notebook.